snow hooray

Well we've gotten the first snow of the season. Kind of cool huh? Winter's coming and it's usually the winter blues for me. I'm getting signed up for school here. I think its important for me to keep busy. I've been reading books lately to keep my mind in shape for school. I'm reading some books about recovery and issues that I've dealing with. It's cool to read some one's story and know that I can make it if they did. I need to find a source of income pretty soon. I am so sick of being broke. In a way its been good cause if I have a bad day I can't just run out and get some dope. But there are a lot of things I need to buy myself so we will see what happens. Been listening to music again lately. More hip hop then I'm used to but its pretty good. Been listening to Eyedea's last album. Its pretty good its just too bad he had to check out like that. It's a reminder for me to clean up my act so no one has to attend my funeral. I've got the bug to start making music again. I just hope I can get back together with the people that I started writing songs with. I want to take it to the next level and be more serious about it this time. It just seemed before my using would get in the way and cause drama to split it up where there should have been none. Maybe the white tiger will get released into the wild again. (come on brad) ha ha Anyways I need to hit up a meeting tomorrow (na/aa) I need to find a new sponsor since my last one disappeared after me leaving the ARC....Anyways I am gonna get back to my book until tomorrow...

Josh