Thursday, December 3, 2009

Short Blurp

I've had a few people asking me. Why are you doing this? How can you put yourself out there like this? Aren't you worried people are gonna read this about you? Well the answer is quite simple. Probably for most of my life I've been running from myself. I was afraid to be me. But now I realize where that got me-deep down in some pit of self-pity, self loathing, angry, and well just pretty unhappy. I got tired of being tired. (to borrow a cliche from a.a., don't worry I really dislike cliche's and promise to keep it to a minimum.) I just couldn't go on with that anymore. I no longer am afraid of being me. I don't want to hide in that pit anymore. By putting it all out there, it has helped me grow considerably. I am a lot happier. A burden has been lifted that had been weighing me down for years. I can't say I've found the answer to my complete happiness, but I believe I am on the right path, there's a lot more work to do for me ahead.....

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