Sunday, December 13, 2009
musings
Hello...I guess I am gonna get off track a little bit. Why? Cause its my blog that's why. I have been pretty unhappy lately. Just so many things going wrong. It just seems like any thing that can go wrong does go wrong. I am job hunting, house hunting, and dealing with new relationships that change on a daily basis. That's life I guess. I was just hoping in sober life things would be a lot better. I know I just have to work on things. I'm trying to put more effort in. Its Christmas season and I really dislike it. It reminds me of the last Christmas I saw my dad. It was the only time I had seen him out of the hospital fairly normal. I guess it was kind of a Christmas miracle. He was a vegetable and came out of it for Christmas. He stayed with us at home for a week then he went back into the hospital. He went right back into the vegetable state and two months later he was gone. Plus add up all the family drama over gift giving and it really took out the Christmas spirit for me. I'm sure I'll get it back some day. I know for a fact I'll get my ducks in a row and get back on my feet. I'm going back to school but, I'm still struggling with what I want to do with the rest of my life. I'm thirty now and need to do something. Hopefully it will at least be fulfilling. I'll leave with this question Why in today's society do people take love so lightly? Its almost like a material item that people are so quick to toss away..........later
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